How aware and in control are you
of your own train of thoughts when interacting with your spouse?
The
quality and nature of your thoughts have a huge impact on your general mood and
the emotions that you feel toward your spouse or significant other.
While it
is true that we are free to think of whatever we like in the privacy of our
minds, it also follows that we have to be aware and responsible for the effects
of our thoughts in the real world.
Our thoughts do not have to be
expressed verbally in order to make an impact on reality and on other people
(e.g. your spouse.)
Your
thoughts and emotions have the capacity to influence, even in small ways, your
actions and your unique decision-making processes even if you make a conscious
decision to never express them.
What’s causing all the trouble?
The
thoughts that cause the most damage in married life are the deeply-embedded,
subconscious thoughts that influence your waking consciousness.
These
thoughts lie beneath the surface of your consciousness and influence how you
view situations and experiences that involve your spouse.
Don’t
worry: these negative, subconscious thoughts might be powerful enough to
influence you but they’re not indestructible. Like other mental constructs,
these thoughts can be modified, reassembled or completely dissolved if the need
arises.
What’s the first step in changing
these negative trains of thought?
Thoughts
can be quite elusive as they tend to slip and slide as you try to grab ahold of
them, so be more patient with yourself now that you’re trying to be aware of
your own thoughts.
Self-awareness is the first step
in fixing potentially problematic trains of thought.
To
increase your self-awareness, I recommend journaling for at least a month so
you will be able to see your most common thought patterns and their
corresponding emotional associations. Your thoughts will not be as powerful without
their corresponding emotions.
When you
begin writing on your journal, I would like you to use 3 columns with the
following headings: “Event”, “Thought” and “Emotion”.
When your
spouse or significant other upsets you in any way, I want you to write down
that experience on your journal. Start with the event itself, followed by what
you thought as you were experiencing the event and finally, I want you to name
the exact emotion that enveloped your thoughts.
You can
begin studying your thoughts and emotions after 7 full days of honest
journaling.
Why is journaling necessary?
Journaling
is an easy and effective way to see the entire picture and not just
snippets of it. Writing down how you feel is also a natural stress reliever, so
you will be enjoying this added benefit as long as you continue journaling.
What’s the next step?
A week’s
worth of journaling will probably be sufficient for an initial assessment of the
thoughts and emotions that are associated with your spouse. You can begin
evaluating all the things you’ve written down using the following guide
questions:
1. What
is your most common emotional state throughout the week? Why do you feel this
way?
2. Do
you think that your week could have gone better? How?
3. Count
the number of items that involve some form of misfortune, delay or hassle. How
many of these items have you directly or indirectly associated with your
spouse? Why is that?
4. Now
think very carefully: is your causation of events logical or based mainly on
the strong emotions you felt during these particular events?
Would
another person make the same associations if they were in your shoes but are not
your spouse’s significant other? Would a complete stranger make the same
association and causations?
5. Which
of your thoughts do you think would be useful for repairing your relationship?
Which ones are getting in the way of finding mutually beneficial solutions to
your present problems?
Self-evaluation is never an easy
task so if this part of the process is uncomfortable, work at your own pace.
However,
I have to remind everyone that you cannot skip the evaluation phase because
this is the part of the process that will allow you to see just how your own
trains of thought are affecting your relationship with your spouse.
Bear in
mind that you also have to be completely honest with yourself because at this
point in time you cannot rely on “old defenses” anymore. You need to reinvent
the way you communicate and relate to your spouse in order to breathe life into
your marriage once again.
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